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[22 Jun 2005|03:29pm] |
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this thing is going friends only very soon...so be prepared my people.
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[14 Jun 2005|03:43pm] |
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so things are better. much better. my weekend pretty much kicked everyone elses ass. o yeah. friday i picked up one of my new favorite things...eric haha and we drove 3 hours to see my beautiful steph. saturday i saw my most favorite pretty pretty princess in the whole world, mallory. we drove underage drunks around so the cops wouldnt find them because some lame ass kid made a prank call. what are the odds of calling a cops wife. jesus. sunday i was guest listed to see from first to last. intresting i will say. i again saw mallory so my weekend was fullfilled.
my phone is back on thank god. my ex boyfriend called me last night at 2 30 am, yeah we talked for 4 hours. i kind of miss that little jerkface <3 haha. i believe a road trip with soon be at hand.
i cut off my hair. you dont even want to know.
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[02 Jun 2005|11:37am] |
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if anyone wants to buy me some gummi dinos i think i'll love you for a long long time. my mother locked me out of our house the other day. she did this unintentionaly of course. i mean come on she dosnt hate me. it was stressful though. i have wonderful friends who happen to save my life once again.
if you have a hair color or cut idea for me, post a picture or something. i'm bored with mine. if you pick a good one i'll give you a prize.
i miss mallory already.
i would say yes
jesus your all so beautiful
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[31 May 2005|12:19pm] |
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the past week has been a blur, i feel as though my emotions were numb and i was just there. i'm breathing again wich is good i guess. i might be going to a show alone tonight. what the hell? mallory you are fired
just because i said you were beautiful dosnt mean i acctually have a crush on you. okay? thanks.
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[25 May 2005|02:01pm] |
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i could so mess you up, and you know this. HA!
last night and today were hella good times i must admit. i dont care what you think or say, grand rapids is amazing. i absolutly love it.
some homeless man told me i know nothing about war because i'm a woman. riiiight. he then preseded to tell joe he knew nothing at all. we laughed in his face and walked out of the cafe.
those sprint bastards turned off my phone....i guess thats what they do after you don't pay your bill for 3 months. i dont need them, i have pre-paid with someone else. SO TAKE THAT!
saturday= you wish you were going to be there.
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[22 May 2005|09:07pm] |
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i strangely resemble death at times.
i've been too busy. i don't even know my last name anymore. at times i find my mind thinking about the most strange things. for example,
I was sitting in starbucks the other day when it hit me. If I were a letter I'd be a lower case "q". Reason being a "q" is unique and you don't see it a whole lot, it can be curvy and fun, or it can be sassy and professional, it's kinda a quirky, one of a kind letter, plus a "q" symbolizes a question which i love to ask and then listen to the response, and it is a friendly letter. Now to many this thought would enter your head and go right out the other side, but not i. I became engrossed in this letter/person matching. i couldnt stop thinking about it, but i did. all because this cute boy with black bone glasses asked if i was okay. i said yes and kept sipping my soy steamer
weird-o
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[19 May 2005|10:03am] |
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part of me died recently. i guess thats the best excuse i have for not updating this thing. i was never good at making up stories or excuses, so please excuse my lack of creativity.
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[03 May 2005|04:26pm] |
so you ask "what have you ben up to lately?" well my life goes a little something like this.</p>
19 hours without looking in a mirror, 27 hours without food and 38 hours without sleep. ask me how i am to my face and i will say i'm fine.
if i never have to see the inside of a hospital again it will be too soon.
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[26 Apr 2005|07:12pm] |
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sometimes i wish mallory would answer her phone.
i'm on a mission to crucify all whores. or something of that nature.
my heart hurts and the only thing to make it stop is icecream yummy yummy icecream.
actually i dont think my heart hurts i think i'm just bored. if i had three yards of material i would make the cutest dress/shirt ever. yes ever.
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[24 Apr 2005|08:19pm] |
last night i was wasted. right now i am wasted. i don't even care what you think. never have i woken up and wondered "did i for real puke 3 times or was i dreaming?" it was amazing to be honest. i told everyone that someone was a whore. i just thought the people should know if they had happened to breathe around him or something. its contagious. i'm sure they think i should apologize.
Dear whore,
i'm sorry my brutal honesty got the best of you.
arrogant
Pronunciation: -g&nt
Function: adjective
Etymology: Middle English, from Latin arrogant-, arrogans, present participle of arrogare
1 : exaggerating or disposed to exaggerate one's own worth or importance in an overbearing manner <an arrogant official>
2 : proceeding from or characterized by arrogance <arrogant manners>
synonym see PROUD
- ar·ro·gant·ly adverb |
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bastard
Pronunciation: 'bas-t&rd
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Old French, probably of Germanic origin; akin to Old Frisian bost marriage, Old English bindan to bind
1 : an illegitimate child
2 : something that is spurious, irregular, inferior, or of questionable origin
3 a : an offensive or disagreeable person -- used as a generalized term of abuse
Sincerly,
rachel nichole
i'm days behind on my medication. health is so overrated.
( radio flyer )
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[23 Apr 2005|02:09pm] |
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i dont care who you are or what i said. i'm getting drunk tonight
both of you can be whatever you want tonight. lovers, friends, i dont give a shit. why should i let you ruin all MY fun. your friends are better looking anyways. your either a whore or an insecure pussy. i havnt figured it out yet, but i'm sure tonight will make things clear. thanks for the inspiration though, my music would kill 50 cent.
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[23 Apr 2005|01:51am] |
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i'm medicated for the last time....tonights the end of a lot of things
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[22 Apr 2005|05:07am] |
i should be sleeping but i just had to let everyone know how much i adore this kid.
he is one of my most favorite things right now
we're bloth slutty whores haha.
"If it's not too late for coffee
I'll be at your place in ten"
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[21 Apr 2005|02:40pm] |
its amazing how you can be on top of the world one second and the next your staring at the center core. 6 feet under dosnt seem that far away these days. i have found copeland once again, as if they are god HA. the song "you have my attention" has this way of making me cry sad tears with happiest feeling inside. thats what a song is ment to do. as least thats my theory. my hair started falling out a couple days ago. i realized i was realy sick then, but ashley and i fixed it this morning. i'm good as new. miss mallory and i had quite an adventure yesterday. i believe we almost made a grown man cry. how dare we take 10 minutes to invite him. we're mean. i should be getting ready to do something worth while but i'm just not feeling the need. his day off and i say lets not see eachother. i'm the nicest girl in the world.....not. he can sleepover tonight or something. i get the couch though.
( speak but a whisper )
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[21 Apr 2005|01:15pm] |
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Its back
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[18 Apr 2005|12:50pm] |
dear ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) kindercunt thank you for the most amazing cd EVER! your such a pal and your taste in music is like whoa haha i love you
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[18 Apr 2005|12:38pm] |
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yeah mal and i got pretty crunk and it was grand. we have a show this weekend. two actually. so if your around Grand Rapids on Saturday night come to GVSU or listen to us on the radio because its going to be L-I-V-E.
i pretty much know my week will consist of practice and practice. then i think i will practice.
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[12 Apr 2005|06:42pm] |
 
 
when your blood runs dry you're paralyzed it will eat your mind did you hold it back it comes to you in slow attacks it's the meanest fire
oh, it's a strange desire you can not lie that's a needless fight this is where your sanity gives in and love begins never lose your grip don't trip don't fall you'll lose it all
the sweetest way to die.
dear mr. scenester supplier....your a fraud
if i knew who i really was i would let you get to know me. until then i will let you get to someone else. she might not be who your wanting....wait obviously shes not, but i hope she can entertain you until i come around.
so someone recently stole all my cds so if you would like to burn me a surprise cd with anything you choose on it, i will adore you and thank you like none other. you can send them to my PO Box
Rachel Janis P.O. Box 246 Howard City MI 49329
love love love
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